Today marks the beginning of Pregnancy and Infant Loss month. And this is now my 5th October of carrying the weight of the pain of loss.

On June 24th we got to celebrate our Josie's 1st Birthday! Our Sweet Rainbow baby! Where did the year go??

Last week my mom called me while I was at home with Josie and said "The desert house is open this weekend! You guys should go"! I called JD

It’s taken me some time to come to terms with this. And honestly, some days I still struggle. Why me? Why did my child have to die?

It’s so easy to lose Hope. I know I’ve struggled with it – especially this last year.

In all the feels over here seeing mamas post pictures of their kids either going back to school or reaching a certain age. It reminds me how

Lately I’ve really had birth stories on my heart. I’ve been thinking about my own birth story a lot but I’ve also just been thinking about a

I’ve been trying hard this last year to be open about my journey through grief and all that I’ve learned (and am still learning)

Emma's 1st Birthday in Heaven

Yesterday was Good Friday. A day to honor and recognize the death of Jesus on the cross. To really bask in the wonder of what he went

Today is our 3rd wedding anniversary! I am so proud of us!

I snapped this photo last week when I was walking Benji boy. While I was walking I ran into a young mom pushing a stroller with her daughter

11 months today. 11 months of missing you.

Today I walked into a doctors office by myself. It may seem like a simple task, but for me – walking back into a doctors office is

For 9 months you lived inside me. I felt you roll around, kick, and hiccup.

8 months without you tomorrow. How can it be 8 months? Some days it feels like 8 years and other days it feels like just yesterday.

A couple weeks before Emma was born I decided that I wanted to be intentional with making a baby book for her.

A couple months before Emma was born I bought her this personalized swaddle with her name all over it.

Today you would be six months old. Today I’ve survived half a year without you.

My mom and I went to hobby lobby this week where I bought this wreath for our front door. Isn’t it beautiful? The colors remind me of Emma!