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WELCOME TO OUR JOURNEY
It’s Unpredictable & Messy but it is full of God’s Blessings!
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Jul 3, 2023
Our Rainbow Baby's 1st Birthday!
On June 24th we got to celebrate our Josie's 1st Birthday! Our Sweet Rainbow baby! Where did the year go??
Jun 14, 2023
Grief Is A Tunnel, Not A Cave
Last week my mom called me while I was at home with Josie and said "The desert house is open this weekend! You guys should go"! I called JD
Feb 23, 2022
Why Me?
It’s taken me some time to come to terms with this. And honestly, some days I still struggle.
Why me? Why did my child have to die?
Sep 2, 2021
When All Hope Seems Lost
It’s so easy to lose Hope. I know I’ve struggled with it – especially this last year.
Aug 11, 2021
A Lost Future
In all the feels over here seeing mamas post pictures of their kids either going back to school or reaching a certain age. It reminds me how
Jul 11, 2021
I Am Still So Proud Of My Birth Story
Lately I’ve really had birth stories on my heart. I’ve been thinking about my own birth story a lot but I’ve also just been thinking about a
Jun 13, 2021
Woman in Waiting
I’ve been trying hard this last year to be open about my journey through grief and all that I’ve learned (and am still learning)
Apr 2, 2021
Silent Saturday
Yesterday was Good Friday. A day to honor and recognize the death of Jesus on the cross. To really bask in the wonder of what he went
Mar 18, 2021
Still Walking
I snapped this photo last week when I was walking Benji boy. While I was walking I ran into a young mom pushing a stroller with her daughter
Feb 17, 2021
Doctor's Appointment
Today I walked into a doctors office by myself. It may seem like a simple task, but for me – walking back into a doctors office is
Jan 8, 2021
9 Months
For 9 months you lived inside me. I felt you roll around, kick, and hiccup.
Jan 8, 2021
8 Months in Heaven
8 months without you tomorrow. How can it be 8 months? Some days it feels like 8 years and other days it feels like just yesterday.
Nov 17, 2020
Her Story Isn't Over
A couple weeks before Emma was born I decided that I wanted to be intentional with making a baby book for her.
Nov 17, 2020
I Will Shall Not Be Shaken
A couple months before Emma was born I bought her this personalized swaddle with her name all over it.
Nov 17, 2020
Letter to Emma at 6 months
Today you would be six months old. Today I’ve survived half a year without you.
Nov 17, 2020
The Color Purple
My mom and I went to hobby lobby this week where I bought this wreath for our front door. Isn’t it beautiful? The colors remind me of Emma!
Nov 17, 2020
For this I find Joy
I’ll be honest… I’ve been struggling with all sorts of emotions – anger, sadness, jealousy, anxiety, fear, and the list goes on.
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