On June 24th we got to celebrate our Josie's 1st Birthday! Our Sweet Rainbow baby! Where did the year go??

Last week my mom called me while I was at home with Josie and said "The desert house is open this weekend! You guys should go"! I called JD

It’s taken me some time to come to terms with this. And honestly, some days I still struggle. Why me? Why did my child have to die?

It’s so easy to lose Hope. I know I’ve struggled with it – especially this last year.

In all the feels over here seeing mamas post pictures of their kids either going back to school or reaching a certain age. It reminds me how